Sorry you feel so unsettled, that's such a hard place to be. Would you feel better once used to a different place, or take this issue with you? You are bringing up a child, I believe that is the most important and hardest job in the world. You are a huge part of that little girl's world. Would she understand if you left her? Would Kaylord's idea be any help? I expect you're stretched and tired too. Sending all the good thoughts and wishes I can as you consider your way forward.