I can understand how you feel. First of all, I always grew up with a natural viewpoint of the world, and that I can't really fit in with this generation because I felt so unique and lonely. Besides, we're also the 90's kids to be the final generation of the 20th century, it's mind-blowing when I think about it, 'cause now we're lost (well, for those who feel). Second, I'm excited yet worried about college. Like you said, you mentioned student loans and it unnerves me. I hate how I have to worry about this when all I want to worry about my quality of my education and how I can control my depression and live my life the way I want to.