Thank you, healingme4me. They are coworkers, classmates, people in public, friends of friends, and so on. It just has to be me somehow. I also feel a little guilty calling myself kind, since how could I be and still be like this? Plus, it's not right to call yourself kind. I'm in my early twenties, but would that make a difference? I think people can get confused by my behavior because I act different than the average young woman my age, but that may not be significant.

I have a feeling it has to do with being "weird." I just can't see it. I wonder if I should get myself tested for aspergers syndrome, since I have trouble perceiving my own behavior. Plus, I speak very politely and proper.

I wrote another long post in the past asking if it has to do with just other woman, but I'm not so sure it's gender-related anymore.

I can't notice any reasons people become angry or distant with me, but I watch it slowly happen, and trying to talk to them seems to make it worse. Sometimes I'll look over and catch someone giving me a nasty look for no reason.

I know that people can have very different reactions to the same person, but when many people act like this, I just start to wonder.

I'll try to not pay it much attention.