I'm 17 and I've battled depression since my parents divorced 4 years ago, and I still am. Last year I really discovered that I had been depressed for that long. I spent a lot of my time watching good movies, playing computer games (especially horror games). However, for a while now, there aren't any forms of horror game, or movie that frighten me. On top of that, last week I went to Six Flags (an amusement park), and I discovered that I no longer possessed a fear of the roller coaster in that park. Before that I had only ridden a small, easy one. That day I road every single coaster there, and rode the largest twice. Not only did I not feel fear for these rides, but they barely gave me a thrill. In my mind, I figured "Maybe the biggest coaster in the country would do it". To me, this is strange behavior. I'd always been frightened by roller coasters, before I started playing horror games, even the slightest bit of a scare, would make me jump out of my chair. This is extremely disappointing to me, because I enjoyed the feeling of being scared (in those situations).