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Old Jul 12, 2015, 09:50 PM
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Originally Posted by Fimbulvetr View Post
I have this issue frequently within my own mind. I accept it for what it is; though I cannot claim to understand it in the slightest. Sometimes I find humor in it, but usually it is a harmless thing. There have been a few times when I have had to angrily fight back or denounce the other "me" for going too far, or making me have thoughts of things that are *not* me or part of me.

It is more often simple statements, and responses between the two "me's"
Sometimes I get angry at the other thought-maker, because it says (thinks) about wishing people were dead. I tell it that isn't true, so stop saying it. Once in a while, it doesn't stop the first time.

I do find, however, that when I put strong emotions (anger) in my response, it usually stops. I think at it, "I don't feel that way, I don't believe those things, and I don't want it in my f**ing head! Shut the f** up!" and it has always ceased the dark words, thus far anyway. I hope it doesn't ignore me in the future.

I don't know how to describe it perfectly, but I felt compelled to respond because it sounds similar to my frequent issues. Don't feel alone, because I know I can relate directly.

It should be okay if you simply accept it, and let it be as it is. I used to think of things as "gifts," and that helps to make sense of things. Now as I am older, I am quicker to accept and try to understand my "quirks" or at least get through them until I can find some way to 'fix' it. Unless the voices are actually convincing you of things you wouldn't normally do, then I say why not try to at least enjoy some of it?

PS, do you have many friends? I do not know if it is a way for your mind to keep stimulating itself and not die off, but it seems like it could be a mechanism in your mind to protect it like it does with traumatic experiences, etc.

I have no friends, and I see that there could be a possible connection between the activity in my brain and the lack of external communication and social experiences. I don't know, but that would be interesting if true!
exactly like this.
its harmless for me and i dont care about it that much when it starts i was just wondering because its confusing when i think about it like whats happening.
for me i just leave them to talk all they want as long as its not hurtful to me or anyone.

i actually recently after starting writing my book series, pushed some of these thoughts to my characters so its like they who speak not me.

just one really close net friend, and rest just life friends. it might started because i used to be usually alone without many friends to communicate with them and loved day dreaming almost all the time.
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