Well I'm aware of all the issues - I probably am older than her parents. However, I'm not sure if I want to wait around for another opportunity - this one seemed real. I'm disappointed because it probably ain't gonna happen - my history is one of not acting and that just makes you a bitter old man. I guess I'm partially relieved because I don't really want anybody to be my caretaker but then again there are no guarantees that I'll ever get in this situation again. I don't know what is right or wrong -I just know it would be nice to be having dinner with her right now.