Oh Gracey.. the reason I didn't respond right away is because I really wanted to think about what to write... I am very sensitive to other peoples' feelings, and would never want to say anything that might hurt you or trigger you... I say this because the way you described your relationship with your T is definitely different than what I am used to. So I wanted to do some thinking about what that particular relationship means to you, how it is affecting your therapy, etc. How do you think having a dual relationship (by this I mean relation in addition to just the therapeutic one-- i.e. playing tennis) affects your therapeutic relationship with him? Did you have a session today? Are you still dealing with the couch stuff?