Hi tristanisms,
Welcome to PC!!
And you know I wouldn't say it was strange behaviour, for me I'd see it as linked to the depression..........maybe a sense of apathy, maybe a sense of not "caring", maybe a numbing of your emotions/feelings, maybe a loss of interest............all things that can come along with depression.
But it is good that you're trying to still do things you enjoyed before, that can sometimes help. And as well here (PC) is a
great place to get help/support/understanding with depression too...........you might want to check out the depression forum for a bit more help as well.
So again...........welcome to PC, and glad you joined us.
Alison