The little girl inside of me stays to herself alot, and waits for the "knight" in shining armor to come and take her home. But, where is HOME? What is home? Where can she go that she would feel safe, loved, and protected......
the three inner most things she yearns for, yet they somehow keep evading her. I keep her safe and warm and protected. I never let anyone get too close, or allow her to wander off too far. I let her be who she is for what she is and most importantly.......to love who she is. She only wants to be loved for that reason. She loves to be held and cooed to, but not "fondled" the way she use to be. She doesn't trust men, and she doesn't even like them, really.
She's not "gay".....she just yearns for the soft, warm touch of a female mentor. Someone she can love and not feel ashamed, or told she's "weird". Her inner soul is aching for "skin" hunger. I think that means she just wants to be loved and coddled. Sex never enters into anything. Besides she's just a little girl. That's all she ever will be.
And that's okay. She belongs to me.................she is me!!