No one can help me

I'm so tired of feeling like this

I don't sleep

I'm terrified

I reach out for help and no one helps me

My doctor does **** all for me

No one calls me back when I reach out to different doctors

Very thing has a waiting list in this stupid ****ing city

I have no friends

I'm so upset and tired of none helping me when I try so hArd

nobody cares about me