hi twirls01 ~ thank you for your posts!!!!!

it definitely helps ease the panic feeling to think that maybe there are ways of helping ease some expenses!!!!

never thought of SS till recently - fear of losing my job has made me think...especially if i take a turn for the worse.

i've actually been suffering with SI....to be honest i can't really remember when i first started - i know by 12 or 13 i was cutting - add to that over the years ....well maybe shouldn't list all the ways..

i stopped for the most part after college...just turned to eating compulsively - seemed more acceptable i guess??

but some issues in my life have just sent me over the edge with the SI....just from what i've done in the past week or so - there's going to be some definite scaring on my left forearm. and if i lose my job - what will keep me from not continuing....what will i care....that's worrying me. i don't want to fall into a downward spiral!!!

thanks for being here twirls!!!! it means a lot!