I feel like I'm maybe going back to some of the same stuff I talked about last time.... I'm not doing drugs, and haven't drank in a couple of days at all. I noticed that I've been feeling very extraverted and extremely permiscuous again; which by the way quite a few professionals have said yea that's normal to wanna go have sex with guys and there's nothing wrong with it so kind of like making me feel like embarassed almost and like I shouldn't waste their time with it. so hey whatever I'm just trying to say this is very out of character for me and stuff. I'm a little tired but feel like I could keep going for a number of hours more and am quite alert.... I tried to tell them today that I've been hypervigilant but they just shrugged it off and said I was just getting back into staying by myself again because a couple of weeks ago I was in the hospital and transitioned back into my home. I didn't take my meds on time tonight so I'm wondering if that's contributing to all this "thought activity" and ridiculousness? Does this sound like mania or something to anyone? Just wondering again what's going on? So I'm not really knowing what to think and make of all this..... Any feedback? Thanks, Danielle
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