Well the psychiatrist appointment was a waste of time. I explained the situation that I'm running out of clonazepam that the neurologist prescribed for my dystonia. He said he wouldn't write me a prescription and I'll just have to quit cold turkey.. just great, I'm really looking forward to what will surely be a horrific withdrawal. I said that at the point when my dystonia comes back I'll be forced to take my life. I talked to an intake worker and she said I have to go see a counsellor on Wednesday and if I don't follow through she'll have the police do a wellness check on me. What a joke, it still doesn't solve the problem that I have no treatment for my dystonia. I will die before I will let that evil disease cripple and disable me.
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