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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Hi! It sounds so much like derealism to me, or at least closely related. Hallucinations is when the sub-conscious images are seeable in the consciousness.
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Well yes, those subconscious images is what I am seeing in this state. Apparently my subconscious is pretty negative as all these images are of a terribly negative content. That I then just soak up...
So maybe you misread some part in my post?
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Derealism isn't a hallucination, it's a disorder.
I can be just fine, then everything changes to unreality. Things that I know are real, but aren't real according to what I know and see. It's like looking at everything that I've looked at forever and now it's existence is fresh, new, and foreign.
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OK that's not what I experience, I don't just see a fresh/unreal perspective on things, I actually see different things, not the things that are actually present around me physically. But I do know they are not real, so...not entirely a psychotic hallucination either?
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It's like entering a bubble and life as I know it is not. All I can do is sit and wait till it passes, or do some grounding techniques to bring me back in touch with reality.
It's so totally weird, but I've learned that it's a free ride to the incredibly unreal that it doesn't bother me at all. I hope that this helps you! 
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Heh it does feel like a ride to somewhere... into the negative contents buried in my mind
Does that make any sense to you?
Thanks!