What sucks is that just over a month ago, before this mole became noticable, I had good reason to believe I had the looks that lots of girls would find desirable. Even though I was socially awkward and older than many of the girls I liked, I could still feel somewhat confident about my looks. Now all that seems to have gone out the window. With this mole on my face I feel like it is much less likely for girls to find my looks desirable and that now I've got nothing. I am even ashamed to show myself in front of girls who saw me before the mole and may have been attracted to me. I feel like now they will be like "ew...nevermind that."
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