I'm sorry you have had a tough week. It sounds like it sure could have gone better. I'm sure your doctor will forgive you as I'm sure it's not the first time he's had someone lose it in his office.
Job interviews are tough. I hate those stupid questions that they ask. They make me want to scream, "I just want a job so I can pay my bills."
My life is screwed up too by some bad choices/bipolar, so I understand feeling disappointed. But we make good choices too, we just can't see them because we only see the bad ones.
I hope you have it better this week.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha