Thanks, tsib1

While it is not good that you are feeling the drifter pull it helps me realize I am not the only one suffering this way

My temp job ended but I have less freedom than ever to do anything! All my stuff is in storage and I cannot get it out (transportation issues, not money)

I want to go away for a bit

I am not sure where; just away

I would say I am trying to find myself but I found him and don't care for him much. I keep hoping that someday, maybe, I will experience a fugue state and walk away from everything to start over with no need for courage on my part. Most because I ain't got none of that

In addition to lonely, bored and depressed I can add afraid

The more I type the more I start to drift into my "Cripes, I am such a loser" mind state. It isn't helping. But, to be fair, it isn't making it any worse because facts are facts