I should not have posted..... i say what i said because the last time i did try i told my psychologist, i told my parents, i called a hotline and every single one of them basically said go ahead and do it so i did failed and ended up in hospital no one cares about ME and so i know I now have no reason to bother NOT that you have no reason to bother. If you think you can tough it out then go for it but if you need to help i think you should call.