You are all the best for reading through that and I hope it wasn't too over-whelming! I might be in a somewhat hypo-manic phase at the moment and it is likely b/c i am dosing up on my meds.. as I felt a lot of hypo symptoms since the second time we titrated up from 25 to 50, i seemed to bug out much more these days. I am going to go up again this week and hope to find the sweet spot soon at 100 or whatever we deem is necessary! ugh...
I really appreciate it- as I tend to second guess myself and can easily cast a negative light on my situation.. forgetting this is actually quite a lucky opportunity!