Nobody realized I was depressed , my parents don't even believe I'm depressed. Basically I was made to feel guilty for showing any sign of wanting support or comfort for my depression, every time I hinted I could be depressed, I got "You are a perfectly fine little kid, you had a great upbringing and great parents" or "you're not depressed, that's nonsense" as a reply.

I've come to the realization that it doesn't help to talk to people who don't want to listen and getting professional help is good because whether or not they genuinely care about you, they will at least help you and understand what you're saying and help you.

Keep posting here, and gayleggg has great advice.