Not feeling too good tonight someone who I trusted and felt was supporting me through my mental health, is not reply to my text and phone calls, she is a professional too.

I feel she may have blocked my number but I don't know why I have not said anything untoward.

I feel like her and other people are planning something behind my back as I am having a big meeting tomorrow to do with my children and these people are going to be there and I am worried they're going to get me sectioned.

I just don't feel like I belong anywhere , I feel unsafe. I don't even feel part of my family (children and kids dad) . I feel I just this thing not even a person. I am nothing.

I feel I have nothing to hold on to. Not important to anyone.

I just want to numb it all.. I have this feeling of needing to hurt myself badly.