Thanks it is just annoying because I did what I was "supposed" to do I actually called 2 hotlines and both pretty much said go do it. And then even at the hospital they kept me there for the night and I was a lot worse in the morning and they sent me home without giving me my headphones back might I add and said well good luck but we can't be bothered to help you. So I know better now I know for sure no one cares and that everyone in my life would feel much better if I wasn't there to bother them so I won't bother trying to tell anyone the next time I will just be quiet about it.