I'm in process of seeing a therapist / psychiatrist.

Truth is they don't know the WHOLE story.

Sexual abuse as a child ( to me and probably? By me
Terrorized
Physical abuse, severe
Neglect
Brutal parents
Attempted murder ?
PTSD for sure
Body shaming
Body image disorder
Eating disorder
Sexual psychopathology
Social disorder
Lifetime anxiety ... GAD
Depression
Self harming .... Easy to prove
Suicidal ideation and attempts
Drug abuse
Dissociative disorder ... Fugue escape
In patient psych
Scattered amnesia
Poor time perception

Enough ??

Anyway, it's all fact. 6 siblings. The "lucky" one passed away.

I know enough to know a support system is essential. I don't have one. No one. And that is FACT.

What do you think ?

Thanks