Thanks all you guys for helping me out with your feedback. I really really appreciate it! I have talked to my T about my feelings for him before but I guess I need to talk to him some more about the subject. I worry that I'll just annoy him though. Last week I jokingly told him please take me home with you... I'll stay in your garage...I'll mow your lawn for you...I'll laugh at your lame jokes... it would just be like having a pet. (Except I wasn't really kidding.) I have this overwhelming desire just to follow him around, just to be in his presence. I am 48 and he is 54 but doesn't he KNOW I am HIS other kind of offspring? Like, gee, isn't it OBVIOUS? I feel bonded for LIFE. LOL