I am having a pretty hard time. I ended up getting some work hours from a friend of mine which was great. The problem is my therapist called in a welfare check on me because I did not respond to an email as quickly as I usually do. She left a message around 2pm Friday on my phone saying she would call the police if she did not hear from me by 4pm. I worked till 4pm and by the time I got the message outpatient services was closed and had no way of contacting her as she went on vacation the following week. So the police showed up which really pissed me off. I don't do well with police for any reason. I guess I am just worried that I am making a big deal out of nothing. It is not like I talked about hurting myself or others in our last session. I just don't know what made her so concerned as to call the police. I don't know it just feels like even when I don't do anything wrong I'm still not allowed live my life without constant supervision from others. It makes me question her motives like is she trying to help me to function so that I can get out there and do my part to better the community? Or is she bettering the community by keeping me under constant supervision? Aaaaaaah! I guess it doesn't matter it is over and only cost me a ten minute conversation with the police. Sorry I just needed to vent