I'm so terribly sorry to hear it. Perhaps she'll be able to stay in your life and you'll also get the support of a new therapist who can be there for you 110%.

My very best wishes for her health- I am thinking about how much more treatable and even curable cancer is than it has ever been and hoping if she does have it, she can beat it. I lost one relative to cancer, my gramma (maternal), but two (aunt and paternal gramma) beat it. My therapist also beat cancer.