Yes, absolutely. I become hyper religious. Once with Christianity I became psychotically hyper religious. This last time it was a search for my faith...which has carried into this endless depression. I am wondering what in the hell is real and what is fiction and what I do and don't believe. I used to be certain of what I believe. I know if I wasn't in an episode I would be a practical, level-headed Christian.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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