well does feeling you could change the world in a bad way ,, feeling you will die at 33, knowing your understanding of the word is the only way, .to know your prayer can be dangerous because you always get what you pray for, ... to believe you are the answer , not know the answer but you are the answer .... if any of these apply then yes ..... of course at the time I did not know I was bp, .... but lord was I happy and outgoing, ... never met a stranger, ... had something to "give" to everyone ... at least I hope it was bp ... other wise I'm truly crackers .... peace all ...