So yesterday an announcement was made that the company I work for was going to cut many jobs, we lost 65 in our department. Which there was not enough people (staff) there anyway to take care of all the people in the Emergency room. So many friends and co workers are devastated by this. It's like having multiple deaths in the family and is very overwhelming for me. That sense of not being able to do anything for them or help them.........like it was with Dad. Hardly slept last night, still crying off and on today.