I want to - I even left a bunch of messages for different people with cleaning businesses. Most didn't call me back. Guess that shows me how professional they would be to deal with.

Truth is, I'm going to be going back in to therapy and I'm fairly certain that I'm going to be upping my med intake all of which translates to an upping of my $$$ outlay. I'm already stretched to the breaking point in that department and you can't squeeze blood from a turnip. Something will have to give and it will be the house cleaner - therapy and meds are more important. BUT - like I said - I'm really hoping that once I get my focus & energy back that I'll be able to tackle my house like I used to - or close to it at least.

Boxes and boxes of unopened mail, un-filed paperwork, piles of receipts, etc. is just ********. I never used to live like this. Oops-a-daisy. Are we allowed to swear on this site?