Not been around here much of late. I thought that with being at home all day long I would be more active here. But I do good to get out of bed most days. And if I get outside in the yard it's a good day.

My caseworker is coming to the house on friday morning. She's coming by to check and make sure I've been taking my meds and see how I've been doing. It's funny. That used to be my job. Now I have someone checking on my welfare.

I'm so unhappy and depressed. Most of my day is sitting looking at the wall.

I have everything ready to start nursing school next month set up. I have to just make it to the end of Aug without losing my mind. Looking forward to school is the only thing that's keeping me going right now. If that falls apart then I know I will too.