I know how absurd this sounds but I always involuntarily feel anxious for things I like. If I like a movie I worry If enough people watched it or it made the money it deserves. If I like a book I worry for its and it's author's popularity. I worry if the shows I like will get enough seasons and if enough people have interest in science etc. This thing extends to everything else and I don't feel better even when those expectations are met.

It's like every moment of happiness is followed by greater amount of distress and no matter how much I try I can't stop it or find a reason behind it