I use "THE JERUSALEM BIBLE" readers editon that was published in 1966 but i think what ever Bible that you use is basically the same, it has the same teachings of the gospel. I beleive that God is in your heart and soul and that is where you will find Him. I thank God every day for the day He has chosen to give me.
The hard part is learning to deal with whatever it is that you have to face in your life and thats not to say that I don't question at times why I have mental or physical ailments that I don't deal well with or understand. I pray for understanding and I'm still waiting for answers which I'm sure will be revealed to me some day.

May the Peace and Love of God go with and be with you always and help you find your way.

A friend
John