Thanks marsupialaim I am glad I had those papers. They allowed me to see just how sick I can get. Between denial and downplaying the seriousness of the BP I think I've made things much harder on myself and it kept me from having a healthier life. I have gotten better at dealing with the symptoms the last couple of years. Now I just need to let go of the remorse of not having accepted this much sooner.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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