Yup, yup, part of the reason I prefer to stay home and not try anymore to have friends. They just leave and then I feel worse. So feeling no social I'd, yup.

Being afraid to even try at getting a job, oh yes. I have 5 years worth of college credits but it's all over the place, different universities, different majors. I live in an at will state so they don't even have to give a reason for firing you. Leaves me feeling very incompetent.

My copping methods have been distraction and denial, guess that doesn't leave much room for having any identity.