First off i would like to say hi to everyone and sorry if i just babble on tonight.

Ok so i talk to my bestfriend about my si-ing and ive done so for about a year now but i started to feel bad about talking about all my problems and i just thought it wasnt fair to her anymore.She always tells me she wants me to tell her everything but i still feel bad. So something happened but i didnt want to tell her and she called and i pretended like nothing happened and she didnt think anything was wrong so she was happy. The next day i told her that i lied to her about nothing being wrong( i dont know what i was thinking)and she got all pissed at me and hung up the phone. I know i probably shouldnt of told her i lied to her.The way i see it is im just trying to do whats best for her by not telling her and pretending to be happy so shes happy. I dont know whether im doing the right thing or not.

Max