Ok, youve been asking yourself a lot of questions! Want answers, I'll be blunt; yes, you do love her.
I ask though, is love static? No, it isn't. My mind is in constant transformation and so is my body and onsequently my feelings and perception; that's how I feel about it. It is only natural to have such thoughts at this point and maybe it wouldn't be very heathy if you were feeling like this and not trying to get to the source of stress.

peace