Im at wits end. Today is just another day in hell. State Farm called, there are problems with my flood insurance and it looks like im going to have to pay triple the amount on that insurance becuase i made a claim from that ***** katrina. Now i cant afford the insurance, so im %#@&#! out of luck. Then the mental health clinic calles and cancels the appointment i have on july 16th and wants to reschdule for late in august. Sorry, but i've been trying since feb to get help and this just keeps happeneing. Everything keeps falling through. Im sick and tired of it. I, as of the very second, am no longer taking my meds. Im taking matters into my own hands. The hell with the health system, they dont give a flying %#@&#!. Im miserable and trying so hard to get back to some normalcy in my life and health. But i keep getting knocked down. I take one step forward, then 5 steps back. The hole im in is so deep and life just keeps throwing mud on top of me. I dont know what else to do. I've tried all resources and they've all failed me. Their is no path, no direction, no compass that i can follow to see out of this. 23 months of working my *** off and for what. For nothing, absolutley nothing.