Don't have T this week. He was booked - have T next Monday. Usually when this happens I am fine with it and I was when we scheduled but now I am angry about it. What is up with that? I have been feeling better of late. Stopped taking my Zoloft a few weeks ago (quite accidently - well not accidently just laziness didn't make time to go to the pharmacy) and then I decided I really didn't need it. And most of the time I am just fine. After work a little cranky with the kids but the house is usually trashed and that is why - they know better!!

Anyhow back to my original topic - did I even start it. The last year has been a total mess. Crisis after crisis. Now life is good. Still have problems but I can manage and I don't want to ram my car into a cement wall everyday any longer. So I am thinking maybe I can go without T?? I mean I can manage my day to day fairly well. It would be better to stop on my terms don't you think?? I have been annoyed with T a few times lately. I don't get annoyed until after I leave the session and think about it. As a matter of fact today I so wanted to email him JERK JERK JERK today - why I don't know my last appt was last thurs. Now when I see him I don't think or feel these things so maybe it is time to take a break? Don't know. Maybe I am just running. Any thoughts?