You can't snap your fingers and get out of this. You will get lots of support here don't worry about that. We get it. People react differently to a stressful event- it could be just that. Your dog clearly meant a lot to you as mine did to me. I had to have mine put down becuase he was suffering but damn I loved my dog. A loss such as this does get better with time.

Since this has only been this week it is a bit early to be thinking your going to be like this for a long period of time or that things won't improve soon. But suicidal thoughts must be taken very seriously. Consult someone such as your doctor about what is going on for you if you haven't already done so. Do that now. If things suddenly worsen then contact someone immediately. Do not wait.

We can't lay out a plan for you as we do not know you. But experts in this field that can see you face to face certainly can. In my case my doctor ruled out all other medical or physical causes and I was treated for depression. Ruling out other factors is standard practice for a good medical practitioner.

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