I can do the book work, I get the theories and the concepts- but I can't bring down my walls, I can't let people experience me emotionally and I can't share myself emotionally and I just don't think that I will be able to get where I need to be in order to be a therapist.

Fees like a colossal waste of time.

My program chair has expressed concern about me hurting myself, (I haven't) And today I found out why; today she asked me how long I had been cutting (without me telling her.)

She said she saw my cutting scars on the first day of class. :-x

Oddly enough she still doesn't want me to drop out. I can tell she cares but I also feel like it's a numbers game, too, bc it's a private school.

We talked for a full hour today. And she hugged me.


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