Alright, so I know that Multiple Systems are bodies who have more than one person inside, filled with different alters and such. They're their own separate individuals with their own ideas and opinions. I've learned a lot of this through close friends of mine and people who blog with.
Recently I read someone talking about Facets, which says "Facets are sometimes considered a more minor variety of alters. While alters are entirely separate people with their own thoughts and memories, facets are more like distinct personalities within the same person." (I can't post links yet, so I can't post where I got this. Sorry.)
Sometimes I can feel the opinions, wants, and personality of someone who sort of isn't me influencing my actions and behaviour. I can't "hear" any "words" but I can feel the urging. It's like I'm driving in a car, and someone from the backseat is yelling at me.
Not only that, but I can physically feel it in the back of my chest. While I can sense the influence in the back of my head, I can feel it on me too. Whenever I think about him more (the facet I'm referring to) the pressure on my upper back increases. Although, it might just be anxiety.
I asked a lot of people who have alters, are systems, or who have DID and they said it very well could be a Facet, a start of an alter, or even a hallucination. But it's weird, since I've never had hallucinations.
Talking to these people helps, since they know me and more to the story, but perhaps some more feedback would be nice.
Thank you for reading.
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