So this is my first post here...I suffer from severe PTSD from years of incestuous abuse. .. first I was in the hospital for my kidneys. ..now I am in the mental heath ward because my brother came to visit me while in treatment for my kidneys and a ulcer and I'm so depressed. .... I just found out today that my great aunt got hit by a car yesterday night and she passed away today I was close to her ...I feel so disassociated from everything ...my PTSD effects me so much that I haven't told my dad why I snapped when my brother came to visit me at the hospital. ...I am released from the here soon