You definitely need therapy. I read all the links and it doesnt appear that he is the problem... Please be careful about claiming you were abused by this person, it is lucky you are a minor still or you could be in legal trouble. I am not dismissing the so called abuse but there is none in those links and I dont understand how there is any abuse from your post either?

I actually think the last link you posted was responsible of him, you very very clearly need professional help. Please seek that before getting yourself into more trouble. And please be wary of the information you share online. It could come back to haunt you in the future.

Also if you are 17, where the hell are your caregivers?????