Hello Purplemoon. I sense a lot of stress still in your life regarding your children and home life. I hope sincerely you reconsider giving up your therapist. Making notes and journaling may help you to remember what you are forgetting when you go to see the therapist. It is easy to get onto another tangent and forget the real purpose of the therapist session or what you wanted to really talk about in therapy. Perhaps the frustration is coming from not talking about the things that make the most difference in your daily life, and you are getting fed up with not getting to the root of your real problems, so the therapy seems somewhat unnecessary at the moment. I hope that you will try to hang in there with therapy if things can change for the better for your mental health safety and security. Take care and good day. Soidhonia