i am mentally ill ill admit it-there i just did. my mental issues and geographics make it hard to make friends and be social. i don't work am on disability, and my days consist of doing dishes chores and i pray to God for some nice people buy the houses around here so i could make some friends. i don't drink alcohol anymore for over 20 yrs now, well i had 1 beer recently. i do love parties but don't like being on the road with all the drunks, theres a bar on every corner in the city near me which is a 1 half hour drive. i was in a horrendous accident hit by a drunk driver, thats what stopped my partying days.