He usually bounces in with a big smile and says "would you like to come through now?" He's like that most of the time. A couple of times it was a bit different. Once was after I got mad and walked out. But after what I said last month, you have no idea how reassuring it was for me that he still greeted me so nicely. Not like I was the grottiest slug. It's not anything I've done, I just feel so dirty and ashamed. And for him not to treat me differently was the best thing. Means I can feel safe again.