HUGE HUGS

Your life sounds crazy. Mine was too once upon a time and I felt like there was no way to fix anything because there was too much of it. Maybe this is stupid advice but this is all I can think of right now. Get a pad of paper. Write a heading on each sheet, like university, apartment, love life and so on. On each of those sheets, write a list of stuff you need to do or feel or think about or whatever. Then use a little colour scheme, like red, amber, green. So red for stuff you really need to deal with now, and green that you can leave till later. Tick each thing with the colour you feel - but don't make them all red or green, think about it and take your time. Perhaps this might help you feel less overloaded and give stuff some structure? Take care of yourself and let us know how you get on.