I managed to flick off the switch and i'm feeling better.The thoughts have stopped,at least temporallily and i'm getting sleepy(at last).I'm starting to get a feeling that,by trying to escape from my past,i lost the present.My memory has improved and the pressure has weakened.I'm writing some lyrics to melodize with my guitar,something that i had to do a long time.I finally understood something.The past cannot be changed but the present can.My fears have all gone now and i'm gonna live it's passing moment in it's entireness.I'm sick of the lies i have been telling myself.Now i know things are getting better.You were right,i have been too blind to see the essence of things.And the best is that i'm starting to recognise myself and i'm feeling passion and desire all over my entire being.I will set new goals and i believe that i will get better.Thanks for your support.Will keep on posting!Thanks again you have been a great help.