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Originally Posted by Hashi/bipolar mom
Do you have family or a support system?
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I do. I'm just not prepared to burden them again.
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Originally Posted by Capriciousness
Yes. ewww to the pdoc. Did you tell him/her that that offended you? I wonder what they'd say
i often say that i have lost all goals except for being well in life. well and helping people.
Please keep checking in
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No, I stormed out in a PO'ed fashion. I'm not even going to bother bringing it up again to him. I've not even got a message about my next appointment. I don't care.
I've spent most of my time since my last post sleeping. Had a phone call from a friend to check I'm fine, but they know I'm not. Spending time thinking about how useless I am isn't helping me although I wouldn't be great company right now. I just want it all gone. Morbid thoughts in my head again. I won't go into detail but there's more appeal to them than there is to the rest of my life. "Luckily" for me a few drinks tends to shut my head up for a while.